tooo long never update this page! oh no!

But things was been updated on my tumbler. I honestly miss this page. My online diary.
Things happened so fast and so much things happened too!
Still dont have a stable job but i have my original documents now! so happy!

-January ? new year
* i lost my part time job at "true light home schooling" - bcoz they want a christian teacher in other words they want same faith to work with and teach their kids @ churc.> so sad i am also a christian who believes in Jesus Christ.

- February- Valentines month
* my valentines was completely happy i talked my family, my mom, grandma,niece, nephews and relatives via skype and i am with julius he gave a flower that was 3 small pcs.
a fake flower, he said i was looking for a real flower i couldn't find it, then many flowers was selling on the soi...grrrrr....julius expalined" it was ok don't worry....Thank you i really appreciated it and i found it romantic and sweet. we spent time together at home and ate
korean foods which i made, some kim bop and korean noodles and cookies and mango shake for our drinks and that how we celebrated valentines and it was so special and happy!

- And on february i substituted kathy at sarang school a korean school for nursery and
one of her student dauen. That help me to pay my apartment and feed me too in some ways.

- March = was a little crazy and drain financially
i lost my part time income and met some person that made me nervous bcoz things with her wasn't good.
- Good thing that i received my documents!!! hehehehehe....there are some positive and negatives things came but still happy!

- April-* HAPPY SONGKRAN THAILAND* a new year in thailand
@ i had a part time at robotics and glad that i am a regular part time in that school. they had a school camp so for a week and gave some income and after that we went to pattaya....hehehhehe things happened so great!!

 HAPPY SONGKRAN!!!

in songkran all people are throwing water everywhere!!so fun and crazy!

 @ pattaya #rachelle#aiko#aissa

we had fun too!!!
I had fun specially RIDING IN BANANA BOAT....HAHAHAHAHA!!!
 oh yes! it was so true PATTAYA  is a SIN CITY and but BANANA BOAT was sooo fun!!!

i had experienced to be in the middle,in front and in the last sit....hahahaha so much fun

> April- after songkran employers called me and had my interviewed at INTERKIDS BILIGUAL SCHOOL AND GYMBOREE. 

- this is what i happened i was hired at Interkids and started last monday for orientation, after the orientation my batches some of them complained, me? i am okay but the sad part was last monday my tutored was cancelled and and i have nothing in my pocket for tomorrow and i can't buy hairnet and bedroom sleepers, i borrowed to janice a sleeper, 

i was absent.....i applied at the agency and i was given a school and i was hired i signed a contract, BUT the head of the (interkids) emailed me and asked me why? hehehehhe

> honestly i'm so torn....but hopefully i can choose the best and the right school for me.

i am very happy bcoz finally there is a job for me..

>  i did not start yet, bcoz the class start on May.

>Month of April is heartbreak month for me- finally we (J) broke up and i know that he is not for me. i was so stubborn and yet in a hurry for many things.

MOVING ON - is hard-nobody can say moving on is easy wizzy- so much of crying and feeling your all alone and selfpity and feeling mo walang nagcacare sayo. Everything is all my fault i know that from the very  beginning having him is a wrong choice but still i tried to pushed to the limit that all i thought it would be OKAY but it never!
Prayer- i prayed so hard that i can let him go this easy and prayed that i can move on, the Lord make his ways for my prayer bcoz i also asked that i know this is wrong i hope one day i wake up realizing things are not meant to mine no matter what will i do. realtionship is sooooo complicated. but bcoz i love him, i am ready to face and fight this complication.
Now time had been spoken and finally we both decided but the sad part is we both in emotional distress and i'm not sure if we both like this but i think this is better.
Th Lord help me , and i believe that things will be okay. i will be OKAY and i am OKAY...hayyzzzz......

> April- on 30th of this month i will have a class demo.at samutprakan English subject.
(from agency) i am praying that school will choose me and i can take a bus #45 going to that school (for transpo.)

The Lord really wanted me to wait and i know he always have a plan for me.And his plans is better than any thing.
Thank you Lord

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