Friday, November 8, 2013

so stress with my bills ho!

- since we decided to moved here in mada, i was in a doubt to do it but jo-an made her move and find a way that somebody will assume our room. she met someone that who was looking for a place to move in, and that was the chance, so we made arrangements and since she really eager to move out she planned lies too.
- now!, we are all here! in mada, and she was excited and i was so nervous....now i know why i was nervous when we moved.
-the pressure is in, today is the last day to pay baan sansabai and sheryl , we will not let her pay on her share
gen will be the one to pay on her share for now, but we will pay her later when we have already enough money. last night we had dinner with gen, 3 of us with jo-an, and we talked so much about sheryl, and we decided that to not let her pay.
- and today's pressure and stressful, i am writing all my friends that i could ask help and i also text my papa
hayz i dont know what to do, all i know is the Lord is with me and i trust, i believe he will provide everything for me, and for my family.

all my life i never have this kind of pressure, it's so different and when you start to feed your self with your own hard work, being independent is never been so easy. Searching job, and hoping that you will get hired right away so that you will have your own income to be able to support your own needs.
- anyway who told you life would be so easy, life is full of challenges and trials as well. i believe that i can pass all this challenges and trials.Life is colorful and i am waiting for that to happen and i can feel it is so near to happen.......

chay

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